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Saturday, September 06, 2008
just got back from holland v. had about 2 hours plus sleep last night. anw im so pissed off can, the lecturer said no test!! totally waste my time studying. i could have spent those time studying for spectro. ARGH. and studying spectro makes me want to kill myself literally. I. HATE. SPECTRO. i can never understand mass spec, spin coupling, multiplicity, 2D nmr and whatever the crap is. worse, spectro reminds me of year 2 sem 2 april. cos it's on the day of spectro paper that you left. and no thanks to spectro paper that i didnt get to see you for the last time. it's painful to go through all the old notes from last sem, which i have chucked it aside ages ago cos i dont want to be reminded of that period of time. but it just have to come back to haunt me every single day, over and over again. whilst for the past 4 months i have been trying my best to forget everything and move on. i try to be normal, i talk, i laugh, i eat, i sleep. some days im ok, some days i feel numb, some days i feel very depressed. and these few days i just feel damn upset. whatever. im feeling very overwhelmed and overexhausted. how much more can i take before the breakpoint? ok i have finished ranting. i think i will go take a nap now, im going to zonk out anytime soon. hopefully i will wake up feeling better. and then it will be back to 3221. haiz. |